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\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Write What You\u2019re Curious About<\/strong><\/p>\n

My first writing instructor told me I should \u201cWrite what you know.\u201d It sounded like good advice.\u00a0 I followed it. I wrote a lot of boring material. Deeply snooze-worthy stuff. I went for long periods without writing at all. Talked about it, but I wasn\u2019t inspired. I spent years grinding away in a quagmire of self doubt.<\/p>\n

My writing was ordinary. This happened and then that happened and then more this. I wrote what I knew. Chronological. Logical. Reporting. No one wanted to read it, not even me.<\/p>\n

The Breakthrough:<\/strong><\/p>\n

Here\u2019s how it\u00a0happened. \u00a0I stumbled onto the theme: self doubt. I knew, of course, that I\u2019d suffered from self doubt for decades, but suddenly it hit me. What I didn\u2019t know \u2013 and wanted desperately to know \u2013 was why. Why was my life infested with self doubt? I thought about the question, and it struck me, wham over the head, that I could, I should, in fact, I had to, use my writing to discover why I hung around with self doubt, helpless as an alcoholic alone with an open bottle of single malt scotch whiskey.<\/p>\n

I quit writing about what I knew. I began to write about what I didn\u2019t know, what I was curious about, what I wanted to discover. I sat up straighter. Words and images and scenes and dialogue tumbled in. I created a mind map. https:\/\/imindmap<\/strong>.com\/how-to-mind<\/strong>–map<\/strong>\/<\/a> \u00a0In the center of my map, I wrote the two questions that I felt compelled to answer.<\/p>\n

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  1. Why have I been plagued for so many years with such debilitating self doubt?<\/li>\n
  2. What is the relationship (if any) between self doubt and actual ability \/ achievement?<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n

    In no time, I created sub branches off these central questions.<\/p>\n

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    • Primary childhood scenes in which I experienced \u201cpre-conscious\u201d doubt<\/li>\n
    • Adolescent scenes in which I became (obsessively) conscious of self doubt.<\/li>\n
    • Adult scenes in which self doubt undermined my joy, ambition and success<\/li>\n
    • How self doubt became my default state of being<\/li>\n
    • Psychological theories about self doubt<\/li>\n
    • Family dynamics that might cast light on my struggles with self doubt<\/li>\n
    • Linkages between childhood scenes and later events<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n

      Soon I had a web of networks and connections among the seven sub themes. Scenes flowed onto the page. Family member\u2019s voices echoed in my ears: my mother, over and over, \u201cOh, I\u2019m such a dunce.\u201d I remembered how I\u2019d felt, exploring my grandfather\u2019s closet. I smelled my mother\u2019s cooking and wandered the dark halls of our early home. I awoke in the morning more eager than ever to get to the writing. Fire in the belly like never before. Fire in the writing too.<\/p>\n

      Conclusion:<\/strong><\/p>\n

      Looking back, I see it as a blinding flash of the obvious. But it wasn\u2019t always so obvious. I had labored for so long, through two novels and hundreds of rejections, thinking about how I should only write about what I knew. When I wrote about what I wanted to discover, I felt like Luke Skywalker with a new lightsaber, my words. Free! Liberated! Magical! Two years later, my memoir, King of Doubt, <\/em>was published and promptly started winning awards.<\/p>\n

      The moral of the story, in case you missed it: Don\u2019t waste time on what you know. Write what you want to discover. Write what you\u2019re curious about. Write where your imagination and your heart call you to be. Dream up the questions and themes you want to learn about, then write, write, write.<\/p>\n

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